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Happy Father's DayI'll never tell you he was a monster
He was just a man
Who could fault him for that
He was never made to love
And he was never made to live long
Existing as an oppositional force
Pouring white salt on the wounds
And kicking dust in the eyes
Roaming late at night
And twisting in and out of memories
An apparition of a godlike figure
The man behind the curtain
Pulling levers to navigate childhood nightmares
Getting sucked under trains and leaving everything behind
Mothers, daughters, friends
Your absence is relief and pain in one breath
Happy Father's Day
LETTING GOThere's a lot of pain being wrapped up in you
It stings deep and boils inside my chest
I remember you in those moments before sleep
Dreaming there would be better days
And that those days would be full of you
Yours eyes said you dreamed the same
even if your smoky words wouldn't admit it
That closeness we shared, nose to nose
Isn't an everyday sort of thing
I won't say I'm obsessed, distressed
But I will say that I kinda loved you
And so I'll let you go
I WANT TO HELP MY BABYPurple and pink bows hanging on my lymph nodes
I try to blow my nose
And all that comes out are freshly ironed clothes
Hazy daisies singing out the maybe's
Listening to the couch sing hymns about Tracy
Yes I got a fast car
So get us out of here
You said you had a plan, but first you gotta
Deal with your old man.
You're drinking for two
And you've got nothing to lose
Nothing to prove
Shapes of my face show how long I'll live-ia
According to an old lady from Bolivia
Turn me around and take me down town
I'll teach you some more trivia
Just get me some more tea
THE SEAWe can twist in the sea
Salt and foam mixing in our fears
The sun licking off our tears
Just you and me
Sailing for hours forever
Building an empire of awkward glances
Some quiet romances
Or I could find you on the pier
Counting down the years
When you and I first met
In your arms
Warming my bones
This is my home
Memories as precious as a pearl
Your heartbeat the waves crashing
Give me a distance smile
Hand in mine and so many things to say
My brain giving way
I forget, fragments of moments I wanted gone
I'll weave them into a song
And if you put your ear to the shell
You can hear it
The SquidThere was once this giant squid that lived in an old lady's aquarium for four years. He was dead inside because he had dreamed of becoming an actor at the age of 3. He was four then and felt like since he missed his chance, he'd never act again. He'd swim around and cry all day and night and eat snails straight from the garden because he had really long tentacles.
LISTEN TO THIS, after he ate a bunch of the snails, the old lady had had enough of the carnage since she was a vegetarian and only ate grass. She threw the squid out and told him to get a job by Monday or she wouldn't take him back. Well, what was he supposed to do? So he did the only thing a squid can do in a tight pickle. He ate her alive. That is just nature. He ate her whole, too, with no breaks. He had had enough also. The only thing he didn't eat were her shining pearls her grand-nephew had gotten her for her two-hundred and thirty-fourth birthday.
The squid was a monster but he wasn't a monster. Eating some
TREASUREI am golden starlight trapped under the skin
Hovering around the corners of your eyes
Seen the sun shimmering by and by
Twisting around your spine
I love the sound
Tinkling shining flying
Whispers and laughter
Dusting the outsides
And sinking into
Deeper and darker
With visions of treasures
Hidden and curling like smoke
ZIONHeading toward Zion I saw a man
Scraggly and old
An apparition of strength
A ghost of his youth
He called me over to the side of the road
His breath smelled like honey and mold
Toothless grin, he said he had a cure
For dust covered lungs and fissured skulls
For hopeless dreams and hearts caked in doubt
I didn't believe the airy way he talked
Every word a whisper, and every syllable dark
But I listened because I was headed toward Zion
Toward home and toward promise
He gave me three wishes trapped in three goats
I had to lead them to pasture he said
So that they would grow
I took the task gladly, seeing as I was a shepherd
For his own flock
He was tired then and died then
I covered him in silk and put stones on his eyes
So that in case he did rise
He wouldn't see he wasn't there
I led the goats behind me
On back toward Zion
They could pasture there
And give me my three wishes
When they were ready of course
These things take time
ODE TO BREADMy dearest bread
Thou art my life
Without thee a tear I shed
And I surely live in strife
Thou art the wind beneath mine wings
Thou art the reason the caged bird sings
Soft edges and brown crust
For thee is truly whom I lust
And wouldst the holy firmament crack
If it was thee I did lack?
It is thee that keeps me whole
It is thee that I lay in my boot!
Bread! Thou art sweetest in a roll!
My love for thee, finest bread
Will stay with me until I am dead
Detective Le Cactus: IIDetective Le Cactus: II
There was an eerie feeling to the abandoned factory as Le Cactus pulled up in the cruiser, followed by the Grape squad in their wagon that was being pulled by Spinach.
Le Cactus looked over his sunglasses at the place, taking in the tulip-py aroma. "Let's do this " he whispered to no one in particular unless there was a ghost in the car and then it was to the ghost but since ghosts are usually invisible I'll say to no one in particular.
With the cruiser parked, Le Cactus slowly made his way toward the factory, followed by the Grape squad with weapons drawn as well. Spinach stayed by the cruiser in case back up was needed he could call for help on his plant cellphone.
Scanning the area, there was nothing seen but instead heard. Le Cactus heard a cruel laugh erupt from inside. Motioning for the Grape squad to hold position, Le Cactus crept closer, pressing himself against the wall by the opening.
"That dumb broad! Haha! The look on her face was pr
Reunited (Sirius BlackXReader)
It had been a regular evening for you sitting in your home at Spinners end until Remus appeared in your fireplace causing you to let out a shriek.
"Relax it's just me" Remus chuckled dusting himself down before walking over to you.
"What possessed you to floo here?!" You asked confused while hearing your heart beating erratically.
"Dumbledore restarted the Order he sent me to collect you" Remus explained.
"And you couldn't have owled?" You glared at him.
"I could have but where's the fun in that?" Remus replied. You shot him another glare and agreed to go with him. You packed a bag when Remus told you, you would be staying at the order hesdquarters and went back out to him. He held out his hand for you to take and when you took it he apparated you to Grimmauld place.
"A little warning next time you asshole!" You groaned picking yourself up from the floor.
"Hehe my bad (Y/n) now come on there's someone who's dying to see you" Remus laughed making everyone in the kitchen shut
Sex talk in class (Young!Remus LupinXReader)You sat beside Remus in your transfiguration class both in your 6th year at Hogwarts. Remus being bored and knowing about what McGonagall was teaching at that moment started running his hand teasingly along your thigh hiding a smirk. You short him a death glare and tried to focus but couldn't with him continuing. After 10 minutes you were fidgeting in your seat as Remus had randomly shoved his hand down your pants before turning his attention back to McGonagall.
"Remus. Get. Your. Hand. Out of my pants!" You hissed so only he could hear.
"Hmm nope" Remus smirked tapping his quill against his chin.
"Now!" You said which caught McGonagalls attention.
"Miss Potter, Mister Lupin what is so important that you have to talk during my class?" She demanded. You went silent and Remus mentally smirked widely before putting his quill down.
"You don't wanna know so I'm just gonna say Quidditch" He replied still not taking his hand out of your pants.
"No go ahead do share" McGonagall smirked thinkin
Date? (Young!Sirius BlackXReader)The day started out normal for you. Wake up, go to breakfast with Xeno, go to class, do whatever in your free time, go back to class, go to dinner, do homework, go to bed. Until today. You were walking to charms with Xeno as normal with Sirius Black the school manwhore and one of the Marauders stopped you.
"Hi" He grinned flirtily.
"Umm hi?" You replied glancing at Xeno who was looking at a butterfly that landed on his hand.
"Your (Y/n) right?" Sirius asked leaning against a statue.
"Yeah" You nodded.
"Well (Y/n) I was wondering if you'd do me the honor of coming to Hogsmead with me this weekend?" Sirius proposed still grinning.
"I'd love to but I'd rather not be one of your hook ups" You shook your head.
"Come on one date!" Sirius whined.
"No.....besides I have a date" You lied.
"Who? Loony Lovegood?" Sirius pointed to Xeno who was still intrigued by the butterfly.
"His name is Xeno and no it's not with him" You replied.
"Who then?" Sirius asked curiously.
"......Regulus asked me" You
Stay out of it (Lucius MalfoyXPregnant!Reader)
Spells shot left and right barely missing you as you deflected spells aimed at the students of Hogwarts some of whom were barely 12. On either side of you stood Remus and Sirius (I didn't have the heart to kill him again so he's alive deal with it) your best friends since you started school with your twin brother James. Somehow you managed to get separated from them when Greyback got involved in the action and found yourself near the courtyard. When Voldemort called his forces to retreat you made a move to go back to find Sirius and Remus before someone grabbed you around the waist and dragged you to the sidelines away from the doors.
"I told you to stay away!" Lucius growled turning you to face him.
"And I told you I wasn't gonna let my nephew and friends fight alone!" You replied shrugging out of his grip.
"You are in no condition to fight and ill be damned if anything happens to you or our child" Lucius said eyeing you.
"I'm perfectly fine to fight Lucius!" You defended c
Forbidden love (Lucius MalfoyXReader) part 5You currently sat by Black lake your mind replaying what happened since before and during Christmas.
Remus stood in fun of you in his dorm holding your hands looking nervous.
"There's......something I need to tell you" He started.
"Your gay?" You guessed.
"What?! No I'm not gay!" Remus shrieked.
"What I'm about to tell you, you have to promise not to tell anyone not even James or Sirius" Remus said almost pleadingly.
"Ok" You nodded starting to feel nervous now.
"(Y/n)......Im.......... A werewolf" Remus whispered looking at the floor.
"A werewolf?" You asked after a few seconds. Remus nodded and you sighed in relief making him confused.
"Merlin I thought you were dying or something!" You said making Remus look at you confused.
"What?....Your not scared?" Remus asked confused.
"Remus I've had my suspicions for a while the way you always disappear on the full moon, your scars the way you tensed up when I asked could you help me with our essays we had to do on
A Walk around the Writer's BlockIt's not the street I usually go down, but for some reason, that day I turned down a different road.
The twisted black shadows of trees played like lattice work on the cobblestone floor. I didn’t bother looking back to see the other path; I was all too familiar with it already.
Besides, it lead to a house full of blank white pages and crumpled quill pens.
I didn’t want to deal with that right now. The whiteness reminded me of a gleaming teeth, faintly yellowed, juxtaposed next to black ink.
The ink were hollow, staring eye sockets, I imagined.
I shuddered at the thought.
The shadows playing on the ground suddenly struck me similar to a rib cage, but what did the coiling black bones protect?
A twinkling laugh, like the sparkling of stars made my vision rise from the ground. A lovely woman, dressed in a cream colored frock waved her greeting to me.
I felt myself turn rosy and gave her my greetings. She went on her way, doing her best not to laugh.
I couldn’t blame her.
Harry Potter according to Facebook (includes ocs)
Harry Potter had friended Albus Dumbledore, Sirius Black and 7 others.
Sirius Black likes this
Harry Potter - Sirius Black
'Finally you get on Fb it's about time'
Sirius Black: Stfu Harry it's hard to get Wi-Fi here
Harry Potter: Well maybe you should pay for it instead of using your neighbours
Ron Weasley has updated his relationship statues to 'it's complicated'
Dailia Malfoy likes this
Bee Holmes: It's complicated?! We're either dating or not damit
Ron Weasley has updated his relationship statues to 'in a relationship' with Bee Holmes
Harry Potter: whipped much
Ron Weasley: shut up Harry
Lucius Malfoy has uploaded a photo and tagged Draco Malfoy 'baby photos FTW'
Dixon Malfoy, Remus Lupin, Harry Potter and 19 others like this
Draco Malfoy: FATHER REMOVE THOSE RIGHT NOW!
Lucius Malfoy: lol nope
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Pansy Parkinson: AWWW MY DRAYKIE IS SO CUUUUTE
Lizz Lucif: Bitch back the fuck off
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How I Sleep9pm Today is the day I am going to bed at 11pm and nothing is going to stop me like it usually does!
11pm *Gets a message from his best friend* I mean, he is my best friend and all, so talking to him couldn't possibly be bad.
12am Oh wow! Look at that funny video... maybe... another one...
1am Hey bro wanna play with us? Hell yeah! I got time to spare.
2am God I wonder how you would go about curing cancer? I mean the cell functions and how even the slightest mishap in cell reproduction or any of its processes can cause it. I should totally ponder this for a long time.
3am Maybe I should go to b- OH MY GOD IS THAT A VIDEO OF SOMETHING STUPID? FUCK SLEEP! OH MAN LOOK AT THAT ART! I JUST HAVE TO RANDOMLY LOOK AT EVERYTHING NOW AS WELL! *click*
4am Oh man, I wonder what kind of old things I have on this computer, I haven't checked in forever!
*between these times is my productive poem making because, lets be honest here who wouldn't have a random burst of things to write as they are
Comas and name change (Harry Potter chatroom ocs)
Alex has started a chatroom
Dixon has logged on
Sirius has logged on
Harry has logged on
'Hey Dix your brothers not moving - Alex'
'Alcohol induced coma I just left him - Dixon'
'You left Lucius in a coma? - Sirius'
'He should wake up soon. He's a major lightweight 4 shots of firewhiskey he's singing Lady Gaga - Dixon'
'Lol - Harry'
'Fuck off Harry - Dixon'
'Oh get over it I threw a stick - Harry'
'And yelled fetch Remus still hasn't come out of his room - Dixon'
Draco has logged on
Dailia has logged on
'Ok who drew a unicorn on my fathers face? - Draco'
'Hehe - Dixon'
'Pfft a unicorn?! Hahahaha - Alex'
'If it helps I also braided his hair - Dailia'
'Im starting to wonder if your adopted - Draco'
'Cause I got the hotness and not you? - Dailia'
'Burn - Sirius'
Draco has logged off
'Lol - Harry'
Remus has logged on
Lizz has logged on
'Ok pissed off Draco? - Lizz'
'Snape - Alex'
Lizz has gone on a manhunt
'Hehe - Alex'
'I taught you well grasshopper - Sirius'
'Bored meet me in
Dear Adventurer or To Skyrim with LoveDear Adventurer,
If you are reading this then that means you are alive unless you are a ghost and I assume that you are not unlike me in the ways of adventuring and taking spoils for yourself. You have come upon me at a most indecent time. For I am dead, or I believe I am by the time anyone reaches me. If you can save me, though, that would be most helpful to me. There is a lot of blood.
Anyhow, I am writing this to warn you of the trials ahead in this horrible dungeon. I understand that there is something of great value at the end but the path there will not be an easy one. For I know this myself as I tried to reach the end myself but then decided against it and tried to turn back.
That was my undoing or is my undoing. I'm not dead yet. Or am I? Well, if I am indecent when you arrive, will you at least make me presentable? I don't mean touch up my war paint or anything but you could wipe my mouth of any blood or vomit? I would greatly appreciate such a notion of camaraderie.
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